Monday 10 October 2011

Sugar we're going down swinging, it's a great song by fall out boy :D

Have you ever felt like you're going to break down, and stay down? Like you have been cut so badly, you can't get up again?

Well, I guess it's ok to feel like that  because life is full of hurt and pain, basically, experience.

Just bear in mind that whatever pain you feel now will eventually go away, because that's what time does. Time heals and life brings on wave after wave of pain, but time is a wonderful thing.

I'm quite sure something horrible must've happened to you some time ago, but now it's just a dull ache. It's not a fresh wound. But scars never fade, so the very memory of it will always be there, ready to hurt you. I guess, you can never stop making it hurt, but you can make sure that it doesn't stay on your mind. By diverting your thought process, you can put a stop on the leak of bad memories ensuing your brain.

I think that when we're sad and crying, because we're emotional so on and so forth, we tend to repeat a certain phrase in our head that keeps us crying, I think it's cause we like to feel vulnerable, in a sense. We want to be pitied, cuddled, hugged.

Like when we're angry, we don't want to come down from our angry high so we spew venom and curse and swear, because, it feels good. Also, because after spewing out all your angst, you have to apologize to everyone, and that doesn't exactly feel good either. Because, we don't like to be wrong, do we?

On a another point, words really do hurt sometimes. Just a fleeting comment can just flip your mood over completely! "Fat", for example, or "ugly" or "geeky" "weird " "awkward", your world's best friend can tell you that, but it's still going to make you hurt like crazy. Well, some days it just hurts more than others, you know? It really depends on your mood.

Really makes you wonder if you've hurt anyone lately, right?

Also, as humans we love to pick out other people's differences. Do you know why? Because we want negative attention to be diverted to someone else. Why? So it doesn't go to us, of course! Simple isn't it? There is a small problem though, it creates a viscous cycle, I tease you, you tease somebody else, somebody else teases somebody else... See how it works? This is how bullies are born, precisely why bullies are labelled cowards.

I think my blog is kinda boring because I don't gossip about anyone in school, but I really don't see the point of having a blog if all I'm going to do is gripe about my friends, and anyway, I really don't have a problem with anyone ever. Just a mild irritation, that's all.

Adele "Someone like you" is awesome, and Pixie Lott's "Broken arrow".

Tetris is a great game, too! (:

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